Posted by: nonstopabstinence on: October 29, 2008
The day passed really fast, I didn’t have any minute to think about this issue. The first day without any idea about this. It’s harder to get into a fitness club then I thought. It’s just very strange after I sum up what beautiful things happened to me in this five days. Is the only [...]
Posted by: nonstopabstinence on: October 27, 2008
The third day was an usual day till the organism tought otherwise. It reacted so that the penis grew form nothing, just so. I tried about 30min. to stop it, but didn’t achieve it, so I played with it. But not long, but I was stimulated somehow. It wasn’t hard to resist. The night I [...]
Posted by: nonstopabstinence on: October 25, 2008
It was always amazing to me how weak men are and how strong the desire for something meaningless is, like orgasms and sex without love. No, I didn’t do it, but today I felt like attacked from my inner processes. I lost also nearly 20 minutes on watching some boobs. Why? No meaning. Last night [...]
Posted by: nonstopabstinence on: October 24, 2008
Firstly, emotionaly it was a great day. I didn’t know that it can turn into such a desire after just two days abstinence and trying not to look at sexy things. Although it was hard not to think about the abstinence. I thought more about what I’m going to learn out of it than thinking [...]
Posted by: nonstopabstinence on: October 23, 2008
It wasn’t hard in the sexual way, I worked all day long and the day was to dynamic to think about it. Even I saw a nice tanga and thought a while about saying that to the young lady. I’m almost sure to shave tommorow, because it’s time for it. I woke up [...]
Posted by: nonstopabstinence on: October 22, 2008
Why sex abstinence?
Yesterday I felt no more pleasure in enjoying in any sexual activity and caught myself in mixing the desire for love with the need for good sex. Because my body and my soul are connected, I will take this step to go one stake higher in achieving and receiving love. And I think [...]