The beginning of my sex abstinence
Posted by: nonstopabstinence on: October 22, 2008
Why sex abstinence?
Yesterday I felt no more pleasure in enjoying in any sexual activity and caught myself in mixing the desire for love with the need for good sex. Because my body and my soul are connected, I will take this step to go one stake higher in achieving and receiving love. And I think this is also some kind of contribution for science from myself. I will blog about my feelings, my doings and all related things to this topic.
How to abstinate from sex?
I will do it so, that I won’t produce any orgasm by myself. That means no sexual intercourse and no masturbation. Things which I can’t control like wet dreams will for sure come. I can’t also avoid teasing my brain through eyes and touch and I can’t guarantee don’t to play with my penis sometimes, but no orgasm. I also found earlier out that shaving the pubic zone has some correlation with wet dreams, so I will take note also of them. I don’t take any medication and I don’t live a special life in any medical view.
My history of sex abstinence
I already did a few times some experiments. First I did a week test, a two week test and also a month test. Two years ago I made a test with no time limit. Till then I had no wet dreams in my life. After 2 months and 10 days I finally got my first wet dream and after that I have normally wet dreams like others. In this test I will make note of wet dreams, because I want to find out in which intervals and with which correlations wet dreams are acting. For some psychological study I will also take notes on the dreams I dreamt those nights.
Stats of sex abstinence
Like I said, I will count the days, the wet dreams days, the shaving days and I will take every day a picture of my sperm containers. I will also write down the dreams which I dreamt on wet dreams nights and also (I hope not) write down if I failed in my abstinence.
Time limit of sex abstinence
I don’t set any limit, I will do it till then I think I and others have some benefit of it and till my health isn’t in danger ’cause of this experiment.
The fifth day
Posted by: nonstopabstinence on: October 29, 2008
The day passed really fast, I didn’t have any minute to think about this issue. The first day without any idea about this. It’s harder to get into a fitness club then I thought. It’s just very strange after I sum up what beautiful things happened to me in this five days. Is the only cause the abstinence? I don’t think so, but it makes it better.
The third and forth day
Posted by: nonstopabstinence on: October 27, 2008
The third day was an usual day till the organism tought otherwise. It reacted so that the penis grew form nothing, just so. I tried about 30min. to stop it, but didn’t achieve it, so I played with it. But not long, but I was stimulated somehow. It wasn’t hard to resist. The night I spend with a person I love together. I don’t know what I dreamt, but nothing erotic. Today was just chilling. I start now with everyday sport, so today was the first. Most probably my whole body will hurt in the morning, but it’s ok. I have to do some work and then to bed. Till tommorow.
The third day
Posted by: nonstopabstinence on: October 25, 2008
It was always amazing to me how weak men are and how strong the desire for something meaningless is, like orgasms and sex without love. No, I didn’t do it, but today I felt like attacked from my inner processes. I lost also nearly 20 minutes on watching some boobs. Why? No meaning. Last night I had a long conversation with a girl with big boobs and a plunging neckline, so I was under such influence. So I dreamt a girl with the same “attributes” but nothing much happened. It is easy to resist till now, because I’m really curios what is going to come out on the question which correlation have wet dreams with human processes.
The second day
Posted by: nonstopabstinence on: October 24, 2008
Firstly, emotionaly it was a great day. I didn’t know that it can turn into such a desire after just two days abstinence and trying not to look at sexy things. Although it was hard not to think about the abstinence. I thought more about what I’m going to learn out of it than thinking to stop it, that wasn’t the mindflow at all. Like I prognosed, I shaved. I slept very long today, but no sign of erotic connotation.
First day of Sex abstinence
Posted by: nonstopabstinence on: October 23, 2008
I saw a tanga while a young lady lean
It wasn’t hard in the sexual way, I worked all day long and the day was to dynamic to think about it. Even I saw a nice tanga and thought a while about saying that to the young lady. 
I’m almost sure to shave tommorow, because it’s time for it. I woke up with an half-errection. Strange for me is that by comparing yesterdays testis picture and the one of today, my testis are smaller. But this is explainable through moving of the testis. Some times they are whole in the body, sometimes whole outside. So analysing the size (volume) of them could be harder then I thought.
